相爱 · 没那么容易

今天 两道彩虹出现在我眼前
微妙的
第一次觉得天空是美的
心情是好的
你的出现是要告诉我：今天要过得比昨天好，明天要比今天好？？

三天的晚上
一件事情 换来了这场局面
是一种糟蹋？耻辱？
或许我没想过事情的严重性
让你有那么不乐观的想法
或许是因为我用词错误 换来的局面
邋遢(?) 何谓邋遢？
当时我还以为是那样，所要表达的是如此
但 看来是我错了
是我 把事情闹成这样的
一个词 却 引来的悲剧

三天的晚上
三天的眼泪
三天的争执
三天的脾气
若真的不配，为何我选择与你走到现在
我承认我不够坚强
懦弱，逃避，害怕面对！
眼泪 代表我的脆弱
眼泪 代表我的愧疚
一切要后悔也来不及了
再怎么解释 于事无补
因为 心里有个刺
永远留下的刺
就算你原谅了我
我还是会自责，我当时没经过大脑的想
邋遢这两字 永远都是个刺
因为它 我造成这三天的争吵

对不起在多说也没意义了
但 还是要 跟你说：锦峰，对不起

今天 同样的
我不晓得是上天在玩弄我
还是 想告诉我什么
在one fm电台竟讨论起这话题
“你的爱情是否坎坷？你曾被父母反对过你跟女友/男友在一起吗？”

当时听到了有位听众说
“有啊~ *忘了什么原因* 既然父母反对，我们也就这样分手了”
因为父母的反对，因为尊重，我们必须服从？是这样吗？

突然觉得爱情真的好难
我真的遇到了瓶颈
遇到了这一切的考验
是老天的安排吗？
还是一切都是命运？

我以为
爱情 真的可以很简单
无忧无虑的
但
我错了。
它 可以 遇上 种种的挫折
要我们 站在同一阵线上 解开那些结
只有 闯过艰难的爱情
才能到 下一站 幸福吗？

爱情 就像是个迷宫
寻寻觅觅的 找寻出路
但 不知道
该花上多少的时间·精神·体力
只为 找到那出路的光
在爱情
只为 找到那幸福的光

独自一人时
脑海只回旋着 三天所发生的事
听到的每句话
突然 我有个疑问：




“到底是你无法接受我身边的事与物 还是 都要大家来配合你呢？ 一言难尽”

Always a gather

Finally, the most stressful subjects were finished! Yoohoo~~ *high max*
Yesterday, after exam immediately 9 of us went over 1U to watch movie =P 2 movies were under considering, tossed the coin and Prince of Persia was our choice...Finally, I gotta watch this movie which desperate for so long! haha...

As I thought, it didn't bring my expectation down =) Im satisfied~ the actions were so awesome! And not to forget the main actor - Jake Gyllenhaal (Prince of Persia) damn yao yeng! Woots! *scream to the max* XD
One thing to highlight...the seats in 1U cinema was really awesome! It was so freaking comfortable and I just felt like sleeping! haha...What if whenever I wanna watch movie, could I just choose there? hahaha....

*next movies!?
Toy Story 3
Knight and Day
Karate Kid
Twilight Saga: Eclipse
...etc!*
Anyone with me!? =(

After that 2 hours movie, went to Kepong to have our dinner -Loh Mee =) But end up, that stall didn't open, went to Bukit Manjalara but the shop we wanted didn't open as well!!! Out of ideas, we just bump into Deutsches Gasthaus which serve the German Cuisine, German sausages their signature. That's a restaurant & pub. The football freaks were all gathered at the deck to watch the football match! That's just a great combination! =)

The price as what I've thought...Price Killer! It started of from rm20++!! = =||| As I've limited financial, a spaghetti cost rm18 is just nice for me! haha...Vincent ordered the sausages platter was just enough for 3 person! =) Juicy sausages! Woots!!! The German style of hot pan rice was full of prawn's aroma!! AWESOME!!!
Not to forget the taste of a German beer, 9 of us were great to share a glass. Everyone just got a sip for that! That beer was really just nice with that mild taste.
A night just ended up like that. That dinner cost us around rm398 as what we expected! =D Anyway, a great dinner I have!

*Picture isn't with me, failed to upload =( *

Happy Daddy's Day

20 June, Daddy's Day to celebrate =)
My dad, unfortunately, he has to work....how sad!
But, is better he went to work this morning and ONLY we got the chance to buy thing for him

Mum, bro and I went Sunway Pyramid this noon...and I planned to buy him a wallet since his already not presentable, torn here and there~ so that's the chance to get a new for him =)
Directory...to House of Leather! Yea~ from what we see around here and there mostly can be considered but I was just undecided! So..walked off to other shops~
Quality really much different compared to the rm50 and rm100...now I know!! =) So...for quality purpose...I chose the expensive which cost rm139 with 30% discount! Woohooo!!! =)
Again...I'll surely bum into shops for clothes! haha...and bought 3 clothes from Cotton On =P

Night, steamboat for dinner, daddy wasn't satisfied and so we bought 2 pieces of cakes from Secret Recipe: Choco Indulgence & Cappuccino Cheese...Im so in love with that cappuccino cheese...Wooo!!!! Then hand in daddy's new wallet...yea, he IS SATISFIED! =)




That's all for the day =)
Tchao! Bonne Nuit

*I coincidentally met Ms Prue at Sunway Pyramid AGAIN!!!!
That's called The FATE!*

Fair and Square

Sometimes we cant get things that we expect

Heart sinks.

I do feel the way

But, we play fair and square in life =)

Still, I, personal feel that we did a great job on that video!
Though it was slightly long but satisfied =)

Day 12 of June

The day 12 of June

Our 8 months "journey"

Still on-going "journey" till see-no-ending "road"

吵架，变成 习惯了

你生气 我无助

之后 就想赖着你

哭泣，已成 习惯了

因为你 让我变了 爱哭鬼

我的软弱

让我 依赖你

Love this recently 《因为爱 - 韦礼安》
Sings out my feelings....That's my thought

Still, says "ILY"

Happening June

June, half of year had gone! The busiest month for me as well with assignments, projects, assessments! Owh great...everything in last minute job and finally SETTLE! It comes to the end! =)

Im just too tired recently with no idea what's going on...sleep late? My eye bags are getting worse from day to day even a light make up could not cover up my sleepy eye =( Im just sad with that.

Yesterday night, had a great big birthday celebration for a lecturer. It was a big boom to him! Yea, we planned it last minute and even the cake they bought was in a rush too (before the shop really close) ... I have no idea with that planned! We planned to "cheat" him to the open space carpark near Asia Cafe with the help of ms Vivian, then we gave him a BIG SURPRISE! Just by hiding ourselves behind the car and rushed towards him with a packet of FLOUR! GOSH! Bathe him with FLOUR!!! *big laugh* He turned "fair"! And, of course, everyone kena 99! I was just standing there and flour poured from the back! Holy shyt! My black shirt and skirt turned to be WHITE! *geeesss* even my bag too! =( So afraid to wash with water ....haha!! 12am went back home peacefully! *peace*

The same night again....I'll CURSE a BASTARD 99!!!!
HE'S JUST TOTALLY AN IDIOT BASTARD!! F OFF YOU!! That night, after dinner with dear, I went to a mart to get something for the "party"! Just the moment I walked in...searching for something! THIS FARKING IDIOT BASTARD.....GOSH! *I just dont wanna tell anything here, I just cant stand that!* Dont ever ask me to TELL!! NOT EVEN A WORD TO MENTION! Im just too afraid of that and I'd cried in front of my friends =(

I'LL CURSE YOU TO DEATH!!!!

June, on the 5th, went to Cameron with the college trip for just a day. Lecturers who planned this event and we had a great fun there =) The main purposed to there was to visit the tea plantation and blah blah blah..not more ONLY TEA PLANTATION =( Anyway, it was fun with the off-campus trip and with lecturers we HIGH MAX!! =D

June, dear achieved for his dream as a DJ in 988 =) He successful to join in for training next week...yeaps! Congrats to you =)




Nothing more to talk about...lazy to type...
Wordy =S