Stress to study, Study to stress

Hoh..my God! Haleluya! Alhamdulilah! Amitabbha!
I have no mood to study anymore! Im so on to holiday mood now...Tomorrow my final gonna start for 3 days..I know is just for few days exam but 1 paper consists of 4 subjects man! WTF!! Haihs...waiting for exam is as same as waiting for the sky to drop...I just wish tomorrow will come faster and everything ends faster!! Fast & Furious!! My mind is just into the holiday mood....studies...BIG NO! But what to do...sad case =(

A very random post to release stress or can say actually I seem to be relaxing...=P
4 days of studying for tomorrow's paper which consists of 4 subjects so I could say that 3 subjects down on studying but memorizing every single thing?? I'll consider that later =S The problem is that, I could never get to memorize well as I dont have a good "hard disk" to store, memory tak cukup, another sad! I've been wasting my time from 7pm till now...drama, facebook, kepo on ppl's blog...That's me! How sad to say that on the day before exam...Feel nervous, tension but STILL! sitting down in front of computer updating her blog post, another sad? =S

Yesterday, I felt sorry to the one I hurt! Maybe I didnt tell him the reason and left him like I wish...I cant say to be guilty but do really sorry! That day on his birthday, I dont know how to slip a word out of my mouth to him, but I did! The hamster that they gave him on that day, actually Yew wanted me to hand to him but I said why should I!? To me is like, is that a sign that they wanted me to "take" back all the words I've said to him and start all over again?! Maybe yes maybe not...I dont even wanna take one step front to think even deeper! Im being cruel to him, selfish to him, that's my fault! Everything comes very sudden, I know
"Since I've found my exit, why dont you find yours?? Or maybe that's another matter of time to search for the exit....??"

Bored of studying, but still I have to study for the tomorrow's final! What a sad news for me =(
Before studying, there's always something I will do! 1st facebook, 2nd listen the song I love recently 李宇春 - 还有我疼你, posted by dear ^o^
A touching song that could really bring my tears down...Her voice is so awesome! When the 1st time dear intro this song to me, I got touch by it! Whenever I listen to this song, pictures in mind~ OMG!!! That's hilarious!! Quite an emo song to me but still love it~ thumbs up for this! =D
Thx dear for intro-ing this song to me and yet sing it well! Touchiee~
Missing you for 5 days already! =\

Is time for STUDY!!!!
Asshole betul!!!!
ISHHH!!!!!!