离开

突然，累得辛苦

哭过的累。

对家人的期待，家的快乐，一瞬间消失了。

绝望。失落。真的累。

好想每天的离开。躲避。

寻找自己的私生活，刺激感。

现在明白 一根烟 是为了解开烦恼。

累了

Imma so not in mood. Day to bored.

Assignments are still pending in com. Lazy. Just feel like throwing everything into the sea. Let the sea wave washed away.

累了。辛苦了。

一场不一样的恋爱，无奈的累。

需要安慰。

偶尔回想，我们共创了多少的回忆？很无助。

家人的束缚，给了个挑战。

但 又有谁知道 这场游戏会停止呢？

等待？期待？

又有谁会明白那心情？

累了。哭了。要坚持。

真的想过离开一个属于我的家。一个人生活会是怎样？

未遇到的挫折，怎么懂得坚持呢？

加油吧！只能靠自己了！

Up-to-date October

7th October

His special day, his birthday.

Happy birthday, darling.

You're not alone to celebrate.

The homemade cupcakes *cacated*

The handmade card. Lovely.

The after so long swimming session! Finally, last Wednesday! woohoo. Super awesome.

Just gulped off a McD chicken burger after swimming. Satisfied!

Yesterday..the beauty of sky really caught my eyes. Eventually took a picture.

Assignment, as usual, still pending. Sigh. Im so lazy and sick of THEM! *bing bang!*

Mind rest. Peace.

8月，再见！

8月将接近尾声了。

马来西亚独立54周年。气氛渐渐消失-花火，游行，倒数。我也忘了日历上的8月31日。

8月，过得不怎么样。闷。跟男友闹下不合；分分合合，合合分分。表面上的情趣，但 会累的说。意图想说 “算了，放弃吧！” 但 还是抵抗不了自己对他的心。8月16日收到了电话的黑色华丽新衣。感谢宝贝！

那天被问到 “你们应该还记得你们的第一次吧？第一次的约会？第一场戏？。。。” 只有，沉默。

画面模糊，为什么？不在乎？男友说 “每个人有不同的恋爱方式” 有这么一回事吗？想了，真的很无奈。想不通。

某星期的星期四，到jogoya开餐！那也是我的最后一次了！食物没什么特别，贵！却引来人潮。开心的，刚巧遇到了小学最要好的朋友。天哪！真是个最妙的一天！赞！

闷了。累了。懒了。不写了。Bye!

Zapalang.

What's up-to-date?? I have no idea what to update about.

Just got my class started...having a nice free day on every Monday and Wednesday. Degree can be fun though. Too bad, most of the classes really bored because of the lecturers. And, now is the fasting month. Everyday gonna caught in jam if just a minute late to get out from uni in the evening.

Arrgghh...!!!! Feeling lifeless. Like what boyfriend said. But, Im lazy to drive out when I have free time. Friends? They ain't free for me to call out. Hey ya! Wonder...what changes will be when turn to be 21? Same life? Same shytty things to go around? What's the future ahead? So blank.

I just got a new phone recenty. Samsung Galaxy S2. It began with my boyfriend asking to look thru this smartphone. Got excited. Wanted to get it everywhere in any Maxis Centre but always get a shyt answer! But, lcukily the 2nd last day of promo I got it! =D Happily using it. I have no idea why is this phone giving some kind of problem already. Gosh! Auto shut down. Half screen gone in password screen. *swt* Imma looking for a new "shirt" for my baby phone. Expensive yo! Around 60 bucks for a silicone casing. Im so-not-willing to get it. Haihs. Big sigh. Phone has to be temporary in nude.

Tomorrow, 16th!

♥ ♥ Love, always.

空虚。

在家呆久了，胡思乱想也就多了

突然觉得，身边一切都不属于我。渐渐的，离开。

空虚。缺少了好多的事物。

与朋友的距离，好远。为什么就不可以像其他人一样，要出去跟朋友喝个茶，聊个天都那么难吗？

朋友再怎么失去，不见，离开也不想失去我的男友。

20岁，还是个18岁小瓜，被困在小屋里。好宅。

要整理房子，懒！要睡个饱饱的，胖！生活如此的无趣。

看来还是时候整理一下下书橱吧！下学期要来了，笔记也就跟着增加。

所定自己下个目标，新学期开始，要运动！

加油吧！！