Boring Life

Im bored all the day computer,musics,dramas with me all the time
Yea...thats me The Boring Girl
Everyone was busy working,studying,NS-ing...and I know the people who just back from NS might be the same as me too...bored whole day,doing nothing...
Wanna ask others for outing is not easy as i think...dear started his study life last week..is good too..at least he already get rid of his 3months boredness...keke ^^
Last Saturday..went for a hair cut,simply just wanna have it cause my hair was messy!
Evening went back to Malacca,grandma house for Cheng Ming
That night was also a dark night...as the whole world turned off the light to support the campaign..save the world!! We did that too..but wasnt that fun which i thought so...because of those kiddies scared in dark so we have to turn on the light again...just a minutes we off and on backed...hmm!!
I was wishing that if Im with my cousins sis, I think it would be more fun~at least we can think out of something to do...We are teenagers!! haha...lotsa ideas ^^
The next morning..went to temple seriously..Im bored over there! nothing to do..standing around like a mental problem patient..looking around at those people busy walking from the end to another, holding on their joss-stick highly..smokes everywhere which could turned into eye sore...PHEW!!!!
Couldnt stand...walk out from the temple...went to buy an ice cream to eat ^^
And that was it...I did it every year...ice cream is my best partner when I felt bored..should say eating is one of my interest when Im bored..haha
Okay..nothing else to tell...pictures show millions of words!


The Concerto...Taiwanese Drama...^^

"Itu Dia!!" the dialog that reminds me the day in camp

Before I cut my hair..

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JIANG JIANG!!!


Looks funny... = = Im headache with it every morning and after bathe..
Fringe really slightly short already = = *sad*

*Any comment with it? Which looks better? o.O *

Fashionable?!

IM A FREAK OF FASHIONS NOWADAYS!!

IM GETTING CRAZIER THAN BEFORE WHO I AM

GOSH!!!! WHO AM I NOW? AM I STILL ME?!

I cant believe that just in 3 months time in NS & I gotta change to be like that
everyone was looking at me in another thought of them
I also cant believe that me..myself looking,searching for those girlish stuffs in the net
everyday,every night,every minutes,every seconds...Im looking at those!!
even I save it in a folder....as it can be a reference or something it can be
hmm...Im changing to another of ME? before enter NS, I not really gonna look at those in net..but sometimes i did

BUT NOW....THATS NOT ME!!

IM CRAZY ON BAGS...AS I THOUGHT OF BAGS COLLECTION @ @

IM CRAZY ON SHOES...

IM CRAZY ON DRESSING AS WELL...

IM CRAZY IN ALL FASHIONS!

OKAY..STOP "SHOUTING" MUCH...I SHOW WHAT I DID FOT THE PASS FEW DAYS IN NET SEARCHING FOR THOSE "STUFFS"











WHAT I CAN SAY IS.....IM FREAK OF BAGS!!!!

*mayb my dorm mates affected me...*
should i thx to them or not?! hehe ^^

Words For You

i knew it....
i didnt thought much when you said you got something really urgent about the course im gonna take
but 4 sure i felt bit worried....worry that you would say something sounds to be disagree to study the course or about the college
i didnt even know you would sms or miss called me for several times that made me more worried..
when you told me that the problems i gonna faced...i was like
"okay..okay..okay..i knew it!"
i was thinking "OH...this is how urgent that you gonna tell me?!" as i had already know at the very first before i choose to it..i didnt think of anything also.."what so urgent?!"
till the moment you seems going out of ur mind,out of control....non stop telling me the problems....and i knew it
i knew you were extremely worry...is already out of what you thought of...like what you said above...
our relationship really comes to a challenging world & this is what we have to go thru...we cant predict whats going on next or how would it be
and you see...now im just studying,not gonna out for work...we still have the time to meet up,right??
studying and working are two different things...study is just a short time period
maybe sometimes having some assignment and same to you too...all of us might busy or might not too..who knows
i know there will be some other things gonna "stop" from us but just take it as a challenge in our life..nothing is gonna sacrifice us!!
you always think out of the box, thats good but too far...sometimes we cant think so far till we go mad or even stress on some other things..coz we cant get what we want
thats part of your personality...i cant change, but you can..只要你肯从另一个角度看，你会发现其实每样事情都有好与坏，没有事情是单单只有一面
example..erm..if everyone wants to be smart, who gonna be the stupid 1?
thats life...none of us are 100% perfect but we can change ourselves
somedays,a stupid person can be smart too
and same to you too...because you said to be the one..you are like that but you didnt give it a try to change yourself..maybe "they" wanna get away from you but you dont let them go..why dont give "them" a chance and yourself too...let "them" go, bring us the new 1...you can have also a bright future....

another...im a little sensitive person, when people take it as a joke but to me,it maybe the serious 1...sorry for that outing being quite moody, i knew you were trying to make me happy but sorry....i ruined out everything for our first outing
i didnt tell my mum the truth that i was going out with you & i did make up a story
i was sorry for that...i dont know how to face & tell my mum the truth as i had promise myself to tell the truth after finished SPM till now..but things did not go well!!

to tell the truth..as what you said,you are selfish! sometimes you thought of yourself & didnt think of others, how others feel...me as an example!!
like going out with you and family, i know you are expecting alot..i might say YES but my parents might say NO!! you un? i know my parents better than u do...so, sometimes i was thinking "why you have to force me to do so?" or "why you expect so high?"
希望越大，失望不是加倍的大？有时我宁可你不问

thats all...and the choice is in you...
i didnt mean to hurt you or feelings..thats all i wanna say
you can just take it as reference you wish to, not to force as well!!
you are the boyfriend that i proud of like what you thought of me too..
happy to be together..is glad to keep every moment we had
things might not be that worst as you thought
dear...dont be pessimist...i really do wanna give you a lift, the thing is you have to help up yourself too
i would not let you walk alone..
do what we should do...do the best as well...!!

Get Rid from Me

Im really out of my mind to listen those people around me
they totally mess out my mind...DUDE!!
Enough for everything...thats all your choice to choose where to study
and I also have my own as well...right??
so...whats wrong when I say Im gonna study at Taylor?!
As I know that Taylor is one of the well-known college in Malaysia
when I just say out TAYLOR everyone was like "wow..Taylor!rich o!"
WTH....y Taylor must be grouped in a rich world??
I HATE THAT PEOPLE WHOE SAID IM RICH...! CAUSE IM NOT THE ONE,OKAY!!??
PISS OFF....!! WHATS WRONG NOW!?!?
like TARC, Segi,....I do know they have the course as well
I didnt mean that they are lower standard...just that..Im heading,looking for my future
Im just trying to do my very best..to know more about the course Im gonna take-Hotel Management
In Segi...that was what i heard from one of the student there..he gave some explanation on it
He said that..we dont have to wear formal besides any presentation or the lecturer ask to
from this point...my mum dont even think about it and say "NO" to Segi as they dont have any dicipline on doing such a "job"!! I do not mean to judge on any...thats just an opinion from me
actually...its ok to study anywhere,some choose to be in Segi..TARC..Taylor..Sunway..KDU..APIIT & others as well...
there is so many colleges...why everyone just have to focus on ONE...and not all?!
then who is gonna study at the others?! we are gonna study for our future..not to say money isnt important
once we hav success in what we do, money will come towards us...
put some effort, everything will be different!!

gosh...what am i crapping!!! = =|||

(continued previous article)

here im gonna show something which quite lame
edited some of the pictures
exploring photoshop in the same time too
did this when i was freaking BORED!!!

TADA...


My results...My testimonial...My certificate
Is time to Say Goodbye to my secondary school lifes!!



My Pencil Case...since 2008


Here goes my PLKN certificate!!
PLKN siri6 kump1/2009



The Autograph!!
Did have a great moment with all of you!!
Elynn....the girl owez to be The remember one!!
*with her long..wavy..yellowish hair!!*


The Drawing
copyrighted:Yin Yee aka CYY(my dorm-mate)
she's a kelantan girl,small in size,nice spoken
she does hav very very long dark hair &
everyone did call her Sailormoon
haha

Throwing out The feelings

A very very freaking boring day!!
i didnt think of going back camp but just to have fun back together with friends there
is good to be home but nothing to do...
whole day sitting in front of computer from day till night..can say that non-stop!!
im totally out of my mind..dunno what can i do other than that
just think back the days in camp...thats all!!
aiks...wanna ask friend for outing even for a tea also not bad!
at least i dont need to stay at home for the whole day..isnt it!?
chatting,surfing,blogging...all i ve did this whole morning & noon
what can i do more??
oh yea...this noon chat with amos
he also said he gonna bored to death...and he needs part-time job as well
hmm...thats a good suggestion,i also thought of that before
but..i have no idea what i can do
life without ideas is really make me gonna mad..who's willing to send me to Tg.Rambutan,please!?

when i thought back the days in camp..i remember of something!
The Song!! a song for dear...
i always sing this song whenever i miss/think of him
i remember once...i was frustrated playing volleyball in a competition
in a bad mood--emo! just then,i sang out that song
tears just rolled down from my eyes
actually nothing goes wrong to me but it seems that i cant control myself
just felt that i want him to be my side at that moment
he does really important to me although i always make him disappointed
sowie dear....you might know what im gonna say
really sorry for not keeping promise to join with you for dinner
sorry to be an undecided person...
sorry to always say "dunno" whenever you ask me something..(seriously...i really duno)
i knew you have already no idea when the moment i say "dunno"
but you seems to be tolerate with me all the time..
cause of this...you make me to be more depending on you...
what if really a day you're not standing beside me...i really dont know what's my next plan!!
a faith bring us together...you always stand side to me...
i really feel the different being together with you...
a thx to you...and forever i love you...~

南拳妈妈 - 下雨天
下雨天了怎么办 我好想你
不敢打给你 我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景 做你的代替
陪我等雨停
期待让人越来越沉溺
有谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴
其实 没有我你分不清那些
差別 接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

期待让人越来越疲惫
有谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴
其实 没有我你分不清那些
差別 接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴
其实 没有我你分不清那些
差別 接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

张韶涵 - 乐园（chorus）
看见梦的乐园
换上我的舞鞋
拥抱你的瞬间
幸福整片蓝天
从第一次遇见
我一直相信
能永恒到永远
我们的爱不灭

just now really nothing to do
and i do this for simply fill up my time!!
(to be continued)

Outing Day

saturday went KLCC for edu fair
it seems much better than mv aka mid valley
the first booth i went was Taylor
spent lotsa time there listened to one of the lecturer to explain
this and that..how and how..
hmm..i think about half an hour or more than that
hehe
somehow...i got some of info too...just enough to make things clear
later on..while im walking without notice a familiar person just standing beside me
he pat on my head and walked away for a distance
i looked back and there he is
jien...bro frm the same camp
he came all the way from perak to reach here for edu fair
happy to see him back again for sure
we chat for a while...and off we go
i cant believe that he gotta saw me first
but cant said anything oso...cause he wore a cap
budak botak...hehe
then together with my family...the 2nd booth we went was Berjaya
thats the place where my friend mr Kua mentioned about
what i know is...Berjaya is a very big company
which starbucks also under them
so..the cost of fees is almost the same as Taylor but
the opportunity of jobs after graduate from Berjaya is much more wider than Taylor
3rd booth...sunway followed by Segi
sorry to tell that i wont choose both colleges...
all over...we found that Taylor and Berjaya might be the better choice
as this...my parents ask me to decide
god...how am i gonna decide!?
im really undecided...both colleges are good to be
*shouting*

at night,BBQ party at my friend--mr Choy's hse
i got shocked when i saw the table full of lotsa foods
fried rice,fried mihun,chicken curry,sambal sotong,sausages,jellies....bla bla
"uncountable"....hehe
just enjoyed eating only and the BBQ stuffs were did by his mum
oh god....paiseh la!!
one more thing...on that night,mostly of us were wearing in dark colour shirts!!
that also jing wen told me and i notice...
dark shirts do look nice..but sometimes it changed to be..*ahem*
*touch wood*..something happened!!
but the black gang...cool wat...hehe!!
i love black...^^
in such a nice day...it rained in a sudden
sigh...what a bad day
we cant do anything besides eat,talk and laugh all the night
and so...the party was ended very early about 9.30pm
hmm...got bit disappointed
oh ya...that night,i also been "cheat" by a person who i trust in him so much
what a big surprise he gave me..and im like being fooled by him!!
thats my dear...T T
he asked me whether wanna "tumpang" his car back onot
but i din thought of anything and thought his mum will fetch him back
i was wondering how come his mum wont care about that
and the problem is i stay very to the "north" , he stay very to the "south"
just imagine that..
suddenly...i knew thats something fishy behind
he told me he drove a car..and he got his license
i was like ok..he's joking
things really turn to real!!
before i came back..he told me he failed his driving test and have to re-do again
but what i saw was really a big surprise!!
he did give me surprises all the time...
not to say anything...he "pakat" with jing wen also
one of my close friend~
gosh...!!
cant believe i being fooled by two person that i trust with!!
haha...stupid right!?
but anyway...really happy and thanx to him fetch me home that night
hehe...
lotsa love to you dear...^^

Back frm National Service

Yea..jess here
jz graduated frm national service aka NS
since a long time din post new stuffs here
hehe...thats normal
viewed back to the previous article was last year's august
can imagine that how often i come here
cuz having 2 blog pages really dunno how to handle
but just try...english here,chinese there
and mostly friends using blogspot
so.."on" it back
keke
as my english is not that good,poor in writing
just forgive me whenever any grammar mistake
so..maybe in the mean time i might get to improve my english writing
keke..good idea ya!!
okay...just share some of the life in NS
the first two weeks..i often cried
miss my family..friends..dear
everyday just wish to return back home
the day in there was enough to suffer
life in camp really not that easy as i thought
i have to overcome those problems on me
but somehow..i gotta know many friends too
thats the advantages to be one of the "members" too
hehe

i would like to intro the group of my friends in camp:
-elynn(the long brown,yellowish hair girl)
-suhui(the girl who having a mature looks)
-mei mei(the cute,chubby girl who has many fans in camp)
-ping(the shy,generous,quiet girl)


frm left to right:Ping,me,Elynn,Mei Mei,Suhui

as we were in the same dome,same company
everyday we hang around together,
comfort each others,laugh together,eat together,share things together,
whatever things we do..surely together!!
it seems like we are sisters or friends that are very close
love them very much!!

some of the activities we cant get to play,enjoy
like kayak,high element stuffs(besides flying fox)
what i gotta enjoy was the flying fox & M-16
both activities were damn exciting...seriously!!
i do really like it altho i felt scared to do it at the first
but once i gotta experience it....the feeling was great!
M-16..the sound of the shots beaten up my heart
i was excited to give the first shot...
once i gotta release the first,i got more excited!!
30 shots was pretty fast...if can,i just wanna feel the shot again~~
Flying Fox..."ON BELAY...READY TO FLY!!"..off we go..
stood up at the tower which about 6 storeys high
i was shivering and did not dare to look down or give a move
those teachers were "bad"..they frighten me
i haven gotta said "READY TO F...." off i go
= =||| swt
the wind blew across my face
down there was a big dirty pond
the scenery was nice as i only gotta enjoy just in a few seconds
haihs....but it was fun ^^


The Tower

ohya...in camp,i gotta wear on baju kurung
that was my first time wore on
it was a nightmare to me
got once i wore..a pinky baju kurung which i borrowed frm friend
the problem was i had no sandals to match with it
no choice,i chose the slippers which i use to go bathroom aka selipar jamban!!
who knows..i met up with dicipline teacher
he saw..."aiyo..amoi a~baju cantik cantik..pakai selipar jamban pulak!!"
thats what he said to me
god..i wont forget this forever in my life
that day i was stuck in no where,my leg had nailed to the ground
i dun even dare to make a move
haihs...NIGHTMARE!!!
my first & last on it
but the thing is...i cant get to take a photo of me wearing on baju kurung
haihs...
lost the opportunity =(

one more...i was surprise that we have to attend for classes
like character building,integrasi,...
every morning 8.30-12.30pm
bored man!!
i just feel sleepy everyday in class
hehe

actually,there is more & more things to tell
can say that 3 days 3 nights cant finish telling
these are some of the activities i've go thru
just wish those 2nd batch pelatih will enjoy in camp
nothing to be fear of...
gambateh!!!! ^^v