Sunday, February 28, 2010

Randomness

How random will it be? Yes...a really random post! Dont know what to write about
Is the end of February...CNY, Valentines, Birthdays...everything just passed around like that..hmm~~ Time goes flying round and round...c'mon! Im free after 2 weeks!!

During this training period, I might just use the words "NOT FREE" as excuse for this 10 weeks time...Im seriously gonna "die" of tiredness! Training for 10 weeks which 5 weeks in kitchen and the other 5 in f&b...Nothing much to talk about actually even there is c'z Im quite lazy to type out every single details! That will be a freaking long story to go...Summarize also lazy ler =D

I really get bored sometimes when there's nothing to do and yet have to wait the time to tick tock...that isnt a great time! But there were some functions coming out which might be pretty good c'z I gotta experience different situation! Quite fun when comes to handle functions =D That's just for kitchen while f&b might be suffereing with the staffs problematic! Crazy dude!! Split shift was freaking bored to have and tiring! I have almost 2 hours ++ break to 6pm for the next shift to start...What I only do in between was hanging out at the locker, take my sweet time to rest, or maybe sometimes go back home have a bath and back to work again at 5pm ^^
But somehow I still dislike split shift!

Now I know how tired to be in this line...1 week 6 days working =(
How sad to see people go holiday on weekends while I have to stay back for work
How sad that I cant have the time with family
How sad that I have a real big eye bags after this training
How sad that I have to sacrifice my time for outing and online











HAIHS!!!!!!
THAT'S HOW HOTEL LINE GOES AROUND!!


*I've updated my blog elynn, dont say Im a lazy bum! =P*

Tuesday, February 02, 2010

疑心,得不到真正的感情

为什么那么的突然?
为什么你要我对你再次起疑心?
昨天的每个问题真的让我难以作答

哪天如果真的离开了,我说过的我会让你离开
我会潇洒的 因为不想让你看到我的心在滴泪
挽回,再也没有用
当你选择离开的时候,心已不属于我了
就算我再怎么得到你也只是个人而不是心!
当然我也清楚 勉强的爱情是没有结果的
再怎么把不属于自己的东西牵连在一起 也是不开心
我会恨你 但 更怨恨自己不会当你心目中的女友
你说过毕业后就会去新加坡
一个远距离的爱情
我说不害怕是谎言
害怕哪天我收到封简讯或接到电话告诉我说你已变心了
因为距离 仿佛有道围墙把我们隔离了

不用说以后 现在也一样
你上课 我在外实习
两人也许一两星期才见一次面
时间 也是个恶魔!
或许说我自己该有个心理准备面对自己的感情
一天又一天的过去
我的心当然一天比一天还要挣扎
就算在实习我可嬉皮笑脸
跟你通话偶尔会让你发脾气
说真的
每当你发脾气 真的忍受不了了 或许你应该会选择离开 不是吗?
我脆弱 容易掉泪 为什么?
因为你让我真的放下真诚的心来对待这感情
让我滴下了多少的泪水
让我知道两人相处的意义
让我感觉到原来被关心是多么的幸福
但 我却没珍惜过!
因为我不相信自己!

这些都来得太突然了
你要我坚强
说要到新加坡去
要我自己觉悟你离开我那天的心情
一切的一切似乎在暗示什么的
你觉得自己没信心要在面对了吗?
还是你真的要有天对我说离开了?

真的让我心乱如麻,心惊胆跳
这些都并不好玩!
难道你就要我对你有个疑心吗?
永远就留住这疑心的跟你在一起
这对自己没信心有什么差别嘛!?!

寻找人生的转角处

童话故事里的世界永远是最完美 但却是虚假的
真正的世界里永远是最残酷的
借口是自己一字一句联想的
为自己找借口的 永远无法抬起头面对一切
我,就是个例子吧!
永远只会为自己找一堆的理由来维护(?)自己所做的 说的 一切都是对的!
但实际上 可说我还未看到人生的转角处
是这样吗?
我还没清楚地看到她人的真面目就判了她死刑
原因:在我第一眼的印象中,她已被我“毁灭”了!对员工态度恶劣! captain就很了不起吗?! captain就可以随便说人 “蠢” 吗?!
但 我还没看到实际的她将如何对待我这做事迟钝即缓慢的人啊!?
因为做久了 感到腻了 就可以这样吗? 脾气暴躁,态度恶劣,拿员工来发泄哦?



“与其为自己找一大堆的借口,不如将心比心面对”
真的是这样吗?
心比心有会改变个人的看法吗?

Monday, February 01, 2010

The 1st day of February

Wow wow...1st day of February!! Finally the day has come...I waited for January to pass and it seemed to take a long time!! Phew....

Today today, I just feel so good that I finally can get to go shopping for my CNY stuffs!! Owh..Haleluya!! That's pretty good!! Noon, followed mummy to Mid Valley to hunt for new clothes! 1st shop I'll surely go for it was PDI! Yes...PDI will always be my 1st choice! Why? Cause that's always the place for my last minute grab...T-shirts for sure...No doubts, I like wearing T-shirts! Comfortable, soft material,....That's the good thing of wearing it!! =D
Save time..let's list down!

PDI - 2 printed tee
Padini Authentics - 2 blouse
Romp - 1 shorts
Treats - 1 long jeans (which gonna be sharing with mummy)

Owh ya...before that I also bought 2 shirts from Padini Concept Store which also from PDI! LOL!! 1 printed tee and 1 sleeveless black! I just love shopping went I feel like spending! Wooo.... *expenses on mummy* BLEK!!

Buy buy buy...shop shop shop...One more thing! I love shopping in weekdays c'z not many people!! No rush! No crowds! That's marvelous!!
Now now, I just wait for time again for the next shopping trip to hunt for sandals and bag! hahaha!!!

Evening, went out with dear to Summit USJ for our so called great dinner in McD! *swt* After that, teman him to look out for shoes which finally got Converse canvas shoes but the moment we wanted to walk off from the shop he saw something much more greater! Nike which also cost the same price as Converse and looked nicer but it was too late! muahahaha~~
Dear, accept it la! =D

That's all for the day...

Let's get ready for tomorrow the last week of training in kitchen...

GAMBATEH JESSIE!!!!
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