Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Easy going Kitchen day

1st class of kitchen, easy come easy go~ everything goes smoothly..No war anymore like the previous term = =|||

Morning, because of that mornay "paste" which was still soft, we cant do any shaping~ so...wasted time on cooking it to make it thicker...after everything done, the Beef!

Now I knew that the beef's fats are brainless thick!! Damn la! So thick...I thick there might be 2 inches of FATS!! = =||| Is kinda disgusting when looking at the fats! BIG EWWWWW~~ Im not gonna eat BEEF!!

No breaks in between....everything went smooth and steady..non like previous term seemed to have a war in kitchen...everyone busy dashing here and there..even the chef have to "shout" at us to fire the dishes...but this time, changes could be seen ^^ By the way, I did have something happened when I did frying...what a "good" experience I have~ When I was frying the mornay crab cake and wanted to turn it over, who knows when it thurned over and splashed out some oil....there goes my palm! A small drop of oil fell on my skin...damn shyt! I felt the pain...I felt the heat...eventually ran it with tap water and ice! That's really OMG! Really really deeply pain..."ouch!!" I hold the pain....for few minutes, I saw blister coming out! Ouch!!! Damn tuuuttt that oil...and luckily is just a small drop of oil if not my hand really gonna leave a big patch of scars!! =(

Everything settled down, ready to served and ready to eat for lunch! hah!!

Nothing much to say for this post actually...but somehow I'll post up some pictures no longer ~






*tired tired tired...and I need to sleep EARLY!!* zzzzzz

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Why is time so fast??



Time...something that cant be change in any situation. It flies very fast very fast ~ till I cant even take a big breathe for this holiday.

It seems like T2 just happened to finish by yesterday and start to get ready for T3 today...that's pretty fast, isnt it?? What did I do this holiday? Movies, outing with friends, shopping with mum...That's all I did!
What about Dating? Doesnt it exist in my holiday? This is what the topic that people will usually ask "Din go out with bf a?" My answer is "N-O, NO" Anyway~ my holidays are still as usual like the previous...

Tomorrow will be another new term for me...new starting again~ Everything gonna be different again...add in some new subjects which I dont know what's the subject code stands for. New challenge again...dammit! Challenge is fun but I'm gonna have hard time on this term...=( T3 aint a "honeymoon" term...every term for me is like money $$$ .... I have to use them "wisely"... Not to spend to much time on playing but I did that for everytime...Results gonna unveil very soon in this coming term *sigh* I hope I gonna pass for T2 and dont need to re-sit for the "fail" subject *touchwood*

Hope my results aint bad...*God Bless Me*

T3...T3...I really gonna have a hard time in this term...study study study like hell!! Cuz I'm gonna face the final year examination...everything that I've learnt in T2 will be test in exam! Oh god!! I really need to use my time wisely~ Is gonna be a busy term for me!! =( What a sad news

Friday, September 25, 2009

Following up episode by episode





1 week holiday, I get addicted with this Korean drama,Boys Over Flower(the Taiwan version of Meteor Garden)
I started to watch this movie is because of PPS that I've downloaded few days back..I cant see any title of the movies cuz' all in %#@$%*@#$, so called Alien's language..so I started to click randomly and found this..^^ haha...XD (Wanted to watch for long already)
Everyday non stop watching from day till night...storyline is almost the same as the Taiwan version but somehow there's still some changes coz is KOREAN!! haha...=D
Love watching this movie man...cant stop watching...the songs are damn freaking nice~ especially the song "Lucky" which could hear in my blogpage ^^







"Enjoy enjoy enjoy"


Thursday, September 24, 2009

I've dreamt?



A dream?
Yes..is a dream~ I've no idea why it gets to appeared in my dream
Somehow it was quite real that I could even remember clearly after I woke up
Not a common as usual, nothing to do with horror that I would think of after a horror movie(FD4), nothing to do with friends...is all about us~ you and I
I dont know why it just appeared in a sudden...because of all these things happened recently and I eventually have to think of you from day till night? That's how it comes like what people said in chinese “日有所思,夜有所梦” Is that true? But why?

简单的梦,简单的情节,简单的相遇
就发生在简单的地方,我,紧紧的抱住了你!
梦,很真实
真实得让我无法醒过了
我很挣扎,可是却不舍得醒过来
因为我知道一旦醒过来后,事情是不一样的
只因为这样,我了解了多少?
不能轻易松手吗? 不能轻易的说“不”吗?
梦归梦,现实永远都是残酷的

我,曾流下了多少的泪水?
泪水代表的又是什么?
流过了泪又能算得了什么?
站在悬崖的边缘是多么的恐慌,不知所措
我心好烦~ 到底该怎么做选择

“对不起” 这三个字,就那么简单的三个字不停的回旋在脑海
我无法抬起头面对这一切
因为,罪魁祸首是我。。好想带着面具走出来
我只能说 :对不起,我让你担心,让你失望,让你痛苦

昨天,听妈咪说了他与爸爸的故事
听起来好像电视里的偶像剧。。呵呵
就因为爸爸的执着,不停的得到妈咪的芳心
让她心软了下来,接受爸爸~
电话的联络,通信的方式,找上门的相遇。。各种方式的追求
听起来浪漫呢~








“是你的就是你的,怎么逃也逃不了” 妈妈言

We Gather Again =D

Yesterday quite a nice outing with my friends...so called sisters ^^ although there was a guy always goes outing with us..haha! Noon, Wen's brother came to fetch me and Nee then to KTM (Gosh! KTM again...!!) No choice...=( But luckily aint many people but the train was FARKING HOT!! Pissed off KTM! No air-cond! That's K-T-M!! Reach MV already sweat like hell...=S

When we were all walking towards the cinema, I saw someone familiar (hmm...who's that girl?! Is that her? Anastasia??) When she came walking nearer, I immediately stood infront of her and "stopped" her...she got shocked for sure...hehe =) Is been a long time we didnt meet each other and that was a preety coincidence...Both of us started to chat around our life, how's everything here and there,....while my friends went to cinema to buy tickets for the movie - Final Destination 4! I was so desperate with this movie which I wanted to watch for so long...=P After a long chat, I headed to cinema at 1.25pm as they were calling me said that it's gonna start soon..So, I rushed all the way there...Tired again =(

When I met with them, they eventually told me that they bought the 3D 1!! I was like "OMG!! WHY 3D!??" Okay la..since you guys bought it I have no choice, right? So, terpaksa la tengok 3D =( Better than nothing...=) Popcorn is a MUST! haha...I offered them they dont want as what they said eating popcorn while watching this disgusting movie feel like vomit!! haha...It was quite exciting and also DISGUSTING when all those stupid bloody thingy showed up...was like everything mashed together! Ewwww.....!! C'mon man~ I was eating popcorn while watching..omg! haha...but it was fun! The most funniest part was I close my eyes with fingers and watch thru in between fingers...so called peeping! haha...XD The movie was quite straight forward that people could guest what's going on next...so not that scary just that those bloody,slimy thingy did so! A BIG EWWWWWW!!! I was making those sound effects throughout the whole movie to Yee...haha~ so I wont feel that scary while making fun of friend! =D

After movie, shopping time! It was a simple window shopping that I cant get anything from there...aiks! Everything is expensive...wanted to buy a shoes also cost rm69.90! Forget about it...=\ Walking walking and walking till our legs also pain..Baskin Robbins appeared in front of us! haha....From the moment we decide wanna eat and which ice cream to choose also took us half an hour...haha! That was how fun going out with friends who undecided! haha...XD Ate a wonderful ice cream while waiting that couple (Sien,Hoi) to finish their movie....^^

6pm...met with them and is time for DINNER!! Yoohoo...at first we decided to go Kim Gary makan manatau dua orang sudah went there early morning...aiks~ terpaksa change place to Little Penang...but only few choices and expensive...so again...backed to Kim Gary since both of them dont mind...hehe =) After a whole day walking, time to rest, ease our hungry-ness! We were so friendly with the waiters and even making fun with them...haha! Everything just goes so well...
Garden was our next stop for a few minutes walked there and backed home at 8.40pm.

There goes our outing =)



P.I.C.T.U.R.E.S








Baskin Robbins...^^
Very Berry Strawberry & Jamoca® Almond Fudge


Im enjoying eating ^^




We dip, You drip~
We drip in mouth =D


Wen & I
Camwhoring in the toilet that's what girls always do




The nasty two guys at the back...= =|||


Peter Chen Wah


Opps...the couple..hehe ^^
Sien & Hoi


Our orders!
Everybody was too hungry and semua ordered for RICE!!
"Bakul Nasi" XD


My Dinner
Ice Honey Lemon with Aloe Vera
Egg wrapped fish rice *thumbs up*



Cola? Lemon? =
Cola Lemon la!! XD


Nee's horlicks and she's a special 1!
No lemon in drink as everyone ordered lemon drinks @@


Chen Wah's Pai Guat rice


Wen's Shredded pork meat with fried egg
I like the egg..the yoke especially..WOO!!!


The Garden


My pose is weird, I knew~
Forced to stand on that glass bridge =S
Coz...IM AFRAID!!




I cant even stand straight while standing on that!!
"Stone" there..coz I even dare to move a step! XD


The link bridge to Mid Valley
Nice lighting, Nice outing


Wonderful fullstop ^^
with a weirdo look




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Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Why? What? How? Im sick~

I really sorry for what I did, I feel bad for myself
Im such an evil that always around you, beside you
I dont know what's going on now...I'm just messing up my mind~
Hesitating on giving the answer yes or no?, leave or stay?

Im tired, Im sick

These few days aint good day for you same goes to me...we both having hard time since the day I'd ignored every messages you sent...every pm you left...I dont know why things happened so in a sudden that I cant even realise why I'm doing such a silly thing. I dont know what's in my mind focusing on...you? your personalities? things that I wish of? It could be...I've been thinking all of these the whole week...whole month...whole day...What makes me do so? Why makes me do so? How things happen? I also need an answer...

抱歉这两字已对你说了够多够多~ 你也听得厌倦了吧?
是我造成的问题,是我破坏了全部,是我搞到了分裂
你没有错,错的是我
我不知问题出在那里,我知道我自己做到过分了
sms不回,msn不睬,甚至说话也似乎要吵架,我是要你讨厌我吧~
也许会让我好过点。。既然已经坏了就让它坏下去吧
感觉?跟着感觉走真的很恐怖
它就像颗定时炸弹,也不知几时才会炸开~ 我就是害怕
也许就因为感觉。。我才害怕!
爱情真的盲目的~ 它不知“回家”的路,不知该在那里停下

我真的开始觉得自己烂透了
我玩不起那么“大”的恋情
每次说什么 “顺其自然”。。现在呢?
真的就这么顺其自然吗?
我不晓得因什么原因让我一而再,再而三的这么做
对你忽冷忽热,不理不睬
就连我自己也忍受不了了
然而,你的想法每次让我抓爆头!
什么 “有钱,有地位。。”!
拜托!你就是这样!我就是因为你这种xx思想让我觉得很累!
我要听的不是这些!如果要地位的话,早就该放手了~
说真的,你让我觉得我是个“男”的多过于女的
我讨厌主动!
到现在我真的搞不清楚到底恋爱是什么?
恋爱该怎么走?该怎么“经营”?两人是生活应该是如何?
18并非我想象的那么好过~
什么是成熟?什么是恋爱?一堆又一堆的东西往我身上“丢”

一些朋友言 “该放手了” ~ 是这样吗?
一些朋友言 “你们走了那么长远,你舍得吗?” ~ 我的答案呢?
一些朋友言 “想清楚了吗?事情再三的想想,不是说没有转弯的” ~ 或许吧~
一些朋友言 “不是说离开就离开,离开也该付起很大的责任” ~ 那,我付出了多少?

好多好多的答案,好多好多的回应,我,是那一种?还是皆非上言?
好好谈?该怎么谈?
我们了解彼此多少?我们付出的又有多少?
好讨厌现在的我!!
事情已到了这里,我们该怎么走?









我看见的是这悬崖好深好暗~ 我们能越过吗?
还是牺牲自我,让我跳下悬崖?

Sunday, September 20, 2009

2012 after Tsunami


Yesterday went out with friends for movie - Tsunami, the korean movie

Okay, 1st of all, the starting of the movie was quite bored....I was wondering when will the "tsunami" datang ni?! Couple talks..blah blah~ I was freezing in the cinema though =( And there the "tsunami" came almost the last 45mins?? @@ Big wave came covered the whole city~ "OMG!" People ran like nobody business to save their life...the main actor, actress did touching scene...my tears just rolled over my cheek when the guy sacrifice himself to save the other guy~ the girl was crying badly until can "banjir".... =D
Yea, the movie was really bored and dissapointed..it doesnt worth to watch with the only part of tsunami came and yea...the movie just goes around with all victims...and the end~ = =|||
Even the day after tomorrow also better and Im waiting for the next movie to release....2012!

Friday, September 18, 2009

Holiday Festa!

Hey people, holiday festa is on!! Hooray!! Im gonna make use of my 1 week holiday....use wisely~ yeah!!

No assessments anymore! YES! Finally....everything settles and is the end! hahah....XD

The assessments last few days quite okay, at least I can do...=) Quite confident in some subjects...yoohoo!! I have to pass my T2!! =D God bless me!

Today today...really exhausted man!! My god! After the exam around 3 something, went to KLCC to wait my mum...reach there also 4something but I've loitered there for 1hr plus... = =||| Reach there, the first thing I did was looking for FOOD!! haha...thats me! FOOD!!

1st stop - Rotiboy! The smell of the bread shop brought me in....after looking 2minutes, moved out from that shop and the 2nd shop was DeliFrance ^^ Bcz...I saw those danishes...looked nice~ especially the fruit tart...woooo!! Tak leh tahan ni...they looked interesting but my stomace said "NO"....so moved on and on...walked around in every floors....walked in and out every shops no matter is a food or boutique...=P
When I walked passed Vincci...OMG! Jatuh standard la wei~!! My goodness....the shoes a..macam lelong at pasar malam! @@ Those cheap cheap 1 a...put aside nevermind lo...but but.....BUT!! The shoe racks there....really a horrible scene I've ever seen!! Those shoes usually used to arrange nicely and the crowd messed everything which make it looked like selling in pasar malam..shoes "throw" everywhere on rack...I wanted to take a look also no mood already! I beh tahan and moved out from that horrible shop immediately! Continued searching for FOOD!

So...after searching from floor to floor...in the end, mcD is still the choice!


Apple pie + Hot Milo...
That's my tea-time =)


Tea time that cost me.....rm5.45! Damn expensive!!
That cup of milo really killing my wallet!! = =||| Even mamak 1 cup also rm1.30! Double man!
Aiks...McD~ no blame!


Magazine is for a sure! ^^

After full full....ease the hungry-ness, continued walking around..window shopping (save money!)~ then then....no where to go and ended up in this place for the rest of the time!


Kinokuniya! Yes...a nice place to hang off if there's no where to go ^^v
Nice place, nice environment, relaxing music, .... just like a peaceful place~ awww!!!


While walking in the store, saw this book and it did EXIST!!! haha...XD
Tao Te Ching...just studied,memorized and finished for moral and saw this in bookstore! Cool =D


My "product" ~ The Love Story at 7-11






Nice "shopping" alone although no idea, no direction where to go ^^

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Im going crazy..babeh!!

STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!

Im going to have a hard time on studying at midnight~ gosh!!!!

Last minute study makes me go CRAZAY!!!

Saturday, September 12, 2009

【我】有话说




距离开始与我 “说话” 了
时间该证明一切的时候了
我们到底还能走多久
我害怕距离感,害怕时间的流逝,害怕失去
我们的距离到底有多远?有多近?
两人活在不同的环境里,时间渐渐流逝,拉远了我们心与心的距离
将近的两年,我们是怎么度过?
我们到底付出了多少?
此时此刻,“Why did I fall in love with you?” always play in my mind....
Why? Just tell me why...
我无法放下所有而让你承担所有
我每天都在想 “我到底要的是什么?” ; “我们究竟却了什么?”
你的关心,你的迁就,你的忍让
让我无法帮自己找个借口失去你
回忆,无法消失的回忆
全记在心里
我们的过去,我都记得
高中时的我们,现在的我们
因为时间,我们之间产生了距离
因为距离,真的让我透不过气
功课,考试样样都碰到了
又让我心烦,压抑着混乱的心情
靠!我快疯了!
我们还有时间相见吗?
近来的我们少见面
碰到了时间,我却拒绝
我真的想要酱的结果吗?
之前还因为逃避(?)而不回你message,不开msn
甚至还让你操心
我只能说:对不起
而这3个字,已经快让我崩溃了
每次的抱歉让我觉得惭愧
甚至与让我觉得不知该怎么面对你

有时我又有点累累的
恋爱真的会让人累垮吗?
我累,不是对这感情死了心
而是我每次的主动
现在21世纪,不分男女
但~有些事不是女生说主动就主动
我试着有想过 “我到底是男生还是女生啊?!”
总觉得我都在扮演男角色,而你却是我的“女友”
主动约你出去,你不会第一时间说“要!”
而是很惊讶的问为什么,好像我不能约你似的
主动问你是否要跟我吃,而还要我想地点
有时你的孩子气让我很反感

我说 “tmr Im going for shopping”
你说 “yoo...shopping! u can go, i cant go!”
我说 “today I go bla bla place”
你说 “go out again~ next time bring me go! u went to more places than I do”

就感觉上语言上的反感!
现在我应该知道这将近两年是怎么度过了吧~
无声无息的度过
看这别人交往,一对情侣走在一起的
我真的有点酸自己
虽然说时间是个考验,但~ 我视乎经不起这考验吧

回想
当我要个鼓励的拥抱时,你却不在我身边
当我真的崩溃到极点,你却听不见我真正的诉苦
当我想找个人来依靠时,你却无法借我你的肩膀

朋友说:
该时候放手了

朋友,我却做不到!

你不是问过为什么我喜欢一群朋友出去多过于两人世界
当两人世界,我无法做我真正的自己
可是人是矛盾的动物
我有时会想,其实两人世界也不错啊~
但。。。。(难以说明)



也许这些就是憋在心里的话吧~

Wednesday, September 09, 2009

The Unexpected

090909...what a nice date!

We were having our theatre this noon...everyone was so excited with it~
Morning, after front office assessment...we went for our lunch at lemon grass that invited by G4...My ever first time eating beef~ fuuyooh!! =D


Mocktail of the day : oolala


Appetizer : Mornay Crab Cake


Sylvia the Server


Main Course : Roasted Beef with Yorkshire Pudding and Gravy
(The beef damn hard like eating chewing gum! So tiring!)


Dessert of the day : Chocolate Mousse


Vincent


Yi


Chester

After lunch, we were rushing to get everything ready for our theatre, make-ups, word boards, everything~ all in havoc! My goodness~ calling here and there...Chester was busying with the background musics, Shien busy with her paper flowers, everyone was in job...2pm, and there's only left half an hour to get ready...so excited and so nervous...thats common, isnt it??

2.30pm~ MY GOODNESS!!! IS OUR TURN!! IS OUR SHOW TIME!! Again in a rush...I was helping Chester with his musics and all, back stage to front stage...so called part time "ke le fe" XD

Starting of the scene was before Romeo(Vincent) get marry with Julie(Ruhi) the gay part that Vick and Romeo together....Vick went to Romeo's house to look for him as he said that he miss him so much and Vick eventually hugged him from back, Romeo rejected~ so, Vick cant control himself and pushed him to the bed and they started to do the bed "exercise"~

The next scene was the marriage of Romeo and Julie...wedding song on and lights turn off with only the torchlight on to focus on them~ everyone in the hall was like "wooooo~~~"... Shien the match maker...haha~ damn funny la she~ "yat bai tin dei...yi bai gou tong, fu chai gao bai...song yap dong fong la~~~~" everyone laughed like nobody business, even the judges also laughed!! That's what we want!

3rd scene...Vick called up Romeo that he got HIV+ and to inform him to go for a body check up...

Next, this scene was really made us go crazay...the pregnancy report and medical report were LOST IN A SUDDEN!!! All of us non stop searching for it but we couldnt find at all...so we have no choice to use any envelope that we have....Julie got pregnant and she wanted to tell Romeo about it but unfortunately when she opened the pregnancy report...she found out something went wrong and weird~ "Romeo?? HIV+?? WHAT'S THIS!?!?" She smacked Romeo with the envelope...Romeo cant do anything and felt regret to Julie...he said sorry to her and wanted her to forgive him and together they bring up the baby~ happy ending..they hugged together~~ *awww...sweet*

After 16 years...Rio(the baby) grown up and he didnt know that he is a HIV+ .... his mum gave him the medicine before he went to play basketball with friends...
He was late for the game and his friends(Yi,me,Kyalin and Terrence) were pissed off but in the end they played~ and something caught his friend(terrence) attention was the medicine that he dropped off....his friends was so curious about it...we were non stop asking him this and that...the most weird part was when he said ".....could make me stronger" I eventually said "Can we eat a?!?!" Kyalin " Eat eat eat~ haiyoo!!" Everyone in the hall laughed like nobody business...XD When the friends eventually found out that he might be having HIV+ .... friends left him~ =(

Then next next, asked his parents about it and he found out yes he has HIV+...felt sad and ran out from house!
2 weeks later, saw an old man(Donoven) who is his father's friend~ and he also just found out from the old man that his mum died...ran back "home" .... By the time, the undertakers(Yi,me,Terrence& Vick) were bringing the casket away...*dai kat lai si I have to act as undertaker...CHOI!!!* This part I really wanted to cry when the music was so damn touching that I never ever felt before when we were practising!! Plus, Anson's act was really great that he cant leave without his mum and regret that he ran away....he was being hold back by his dad and they "cried" with sadness~ In the end, dad and son live happily together~ =)

Thats all for the storyline...The most exciting part when the results was announced!! My goodness~~ The 1st award to give out was the "Best Mystery Prop".... we didnt think we could get but miracle..."The award goes to....Comapany 5!!" O.O Serious?!?! All of us scream in a sudden~ and damn happy la!! Mystery prop was the most important thing to score and eventually will get full marks!! ARGH.....WE GOT IT!! chillax...next award "Best Supporting Role", then "Best Actress" and "Best Actor"....again we could guess that our group will get it again...coz the touching part he really did well and we were acting also felt like crying already~ Sometimes miracle really exist~ "Best Actor goes to....Anson Benedict!" *arghhhh~~~~* Scream again like nobody business!!! We got 2 awards already..and the next 1...aiming for Champion but chances are 50 50...2 champions which 1 from day 1 and the other from day 2...We were so excited~ after giving out merit awards~ 2 champion awards were waiting...G9 got it for Day1 and day 2....we were like going "G5 G5 G5 G5" in low voice..."Taylor's Theatre Fest 2009 champion...goes to...............Company....5!!!!!!"

"ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~" non stop screaming....scream the loudest...scream to the max~ OH MY!!! Cant believe...and UNEXPECTED!!!! Damn happy la!!!! 3 AWARDS!! We won for 3 awards!!! >.< The biggest winner~~

Thankx God!! 090909 really exist miracle in us~ =D

Really happy for everything and appreciate what we did in the end~ Thankx to all my teammate for giving 100% support and teamwork....^^ Thx guys...We deserve it!!




WE ARE THE CHAMPION!!!!!


The Judges


Best Actor, Champion, Best Mystery Props




2 Champion Teams!!
Daisypath Anniversary tickers