不能说的秘密

看到他

超无奈！

跟他说话，想吐出三字经

不晓得那里“得罪”了我

就是越看越不爽！

每次 若无其事的看

他与别人走在一起

但，就是感到是一种错误！

与他坐在同一桌

选择 哑巴

我再也不是以前的我了

想找个人 让我发泄

好让我可以松下口气

却 把它隐藏在内心深处

辛苦的

我自私 确实！

之前劝导的是我

现在要痛苦的是我

命运吧！

Piss off Taylor's!

Damn freaking piss off Taylor's lo!

WALAO!! Makan duit number 1! Doing silly stuffs number 1!

Okay, as for normal, classes on 1st week wont conduct much...2 hours class 20mins DISMISS!Because also on the 1st week, no classes to be taught, DISMISS!!= =|||
Fine~ How bored to have such a class and go no where in campus besides the library =)

The 3rd day in T4, while having econ class with Mr Eugene, here it goes the announcement from the speaker "Jika berlaku kecemasan blah blah blah then in English version - ......something force alarm, please leave the building immediately" WTF WEH!!! Every student gotta evacuate from the building..loitering around at the corridor, walkway, go no where as we dont even know where to gather since they didnt inform! All of us started to wonder what happened, the crowds was like out of control - turned to be a chaos! In half an hour time, news from no where said "back to class"! I really got a BIG "SWT" with me at that very moment! Nothing happened! Back to class
When class started to conduct in just a few minutes time, suddenly this comes around "Sorry for the blah blah blah what force alarm due to some technical problem!" = =|||

I GOTTA PAY 6000++rm and MY PRECIOUS TIME BEING WASTED FOR NOTHING!!

New campus really sucks la!
The very 1st day Charmaine told us that the food court at campus is under the KLCC management! *swt* I dont get any surprised since dear has told me earlier! Why izzit have to be under KLCC management!!?? We have to afford the food price that cost above 5bucks than 3bucks which could get in LCS! Sucks la! Gosh! So, I just decided to bring my lunchbox! =)
The classroom gets freaking hot when it comes to noon! Air-cond is working but due to the heat which so freaking hot outside cause the hotness, outside was so glaring and there's not even 1 curtain or something to block the brightness! Sucks la!! Haihs~

Why izzit Taylor's have to open the campus in this year!? Why izzit so fast and cause so many problems!? haihs...SAD CASE LA!!!

The weirdess yet interesting lecturer

Yesterday, I've met the most freaking hyperactive lecturer, Ms Suzanne! She gonna teaches us marketing in this term and also law! To our surprised, she was a LAWYER!! *dun play play ler* Okay, the way she speaks really got the strong British(?) accent since she's a KIWI! Yeaps, Kiwi from New Zealand!

The 1st impression of her to me was she's interesting! She's kinda open-minded and what makes me think of that!?
She dressed up real good with a black dress..came in class full with energetic! Is too full of energetic and we got no idea which eyes kept open freaking big till the class ended! Taking attendance was like having a joke on name? The class, of course, started to laugh around~ followed by asking to write name on A4 paper and too foods that we like or represent ourselves! As for me, I being called up with the "carrot Jessie" I got a big "swt"! = =||| And luckily I wrote a short 1 which some of my classmates wrote something long like "bak kut teh xxx" "seafood tomyam xxx" XD XD

Okay, let's skip! To the real main point!

Here goes something really interesting! Her name written in timetable as Ms Lee Soo Sian...but but! She asked us to call her Ms SUZANNE instead of SOO SIAN = =||| Okay...she said this "whenever I heard anyone of you call me Ms Lee SOO SIAN!! I'll give you *HEEHYAAA* a KARATE KICK!" and guess what!? She did that kick in front of the class with the black dress on! = =||| erm...not facing the class of sure! But is like OMG!! She could even did that with no harm!

SALUTE HER LA!!! XD

Class gonna be interesting as day goes by! =)

Back to College

Yeaps!

I'm back to
C.O.L.L.E.G.E!



Study
Assignments
Projects
Assessments!

WOOTS!!! ~.~




I'm coming for the challenge! =D

Friend's Day in PC Fair

Last Friday, went PC Fair with dear in the noon around 12++pm ~ and I made a big big mistake that I had to stuck in the jam and reached KLCC around 2pm *swt*



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Let's straight to PC Fair. PC Fair aint just selling anything related to computer but cameras gadgets too...Sometimes I really couldnt understand why did they sell those in PC Fair? So basically PC Fair sold stuffs from notebook, printer, cameras up to those small little stuffs like pendrive, card reader and etc...blah blah blah~ walked around from up to down...as KLCC hall damn freaking big! My leg even got tired of walking *pheww* Anyway, energetic still there! haha...

Owh~ yea! That day actually I was freaking excited to meet with Liling, my best buddy since primary =) For quite a long time didnt meet her even she's just studying in TOA and there's a chance on that day! Take granted! haha...So, searching while walking! Get even much more excited when I saw her! Oh God! Miss her la...but she was busying =( When there's Liling, there's Lok Wei! hehe...Yea~ I did meet with her too =) Happy to meet them back again since we had graduated from standard 6...
After I took a move, I kept walking, calls and messages from Mei2 non stop ringing cause we planned to meet up ~ So, I stopped by one of the booth and waited for her by telling her the location! Ariff and Wei Kien suddenly appeared in front of me! *ishh* I got surprised weh! haha...Then, met up with Mei2 and Hui Ping! haha...that two girls, NS-mate! =) Hui Ping, so called dai ka jie...cz she do look like a big sister among us! XD And she's the one who did something really "special" .... after the days we graduated from NS, she sent me the assorted Tiger biscuits! LOL! My family & I was damn shocked to see that! XD

After dismissed, accompanied dear to buy a speaker and way back home ~

My Thursday

That Thursday, I went driving all by my own from north to south, east to west! Woots!

11.30am
Palace of the Golden Horses (aka PGH) to take my internship testimonial and allowance

12pm
Taylor's Lakeside to get the car sticker since college gonna start by tomorrow...On that day, I was surprised to see Jezri, Elyza, Wei Wern and others at student central! hahaha....Damn shocked! Was wondering what the hell were they doing there and classes haven't start yet ~ XD The moment I stepped out from student central, saw Vick! LOL!!

2.30pm
Sg Wang shopping for bags! Yeaps...this brought me crazy! I was hunting for bags for a week from Sunway Pyramid, iOi, The Mines, but got none! So, I decided to go on own to Sg Wang! I got a target what to get, walking all around the whole building from ground floor to top floor, from top went down again just for looking a bag = =||| Sometimes, I wondered! Why izit so difficult to look for a thing when you want it so eagerly! Conversely, when you dont get things so interested it will appear everywhere! haihs...susah ni!!
Get interested with some of them but undecided, so~~~

4pm
Time Square for next destination! LOL!! Duh, is crazy!
Walked over Times Square, as usual, so called carnival at one of the floor would always held! Bags! Im crazy! Started to search all around the stalls for a better 1...but nothing in my list! Yea, I saw one but UNDECIDED!! So go hunting in and out the shops, floor to floor...I found~! I dont even know should I buy that or not cz is a waterproof material! The design was what I wanted, simple yet easy! More than 20 minutes in that shop, finally, I decided to buy it with the price rm31! Then I went down again to get that bag which I undecided! And I bought that with price rm25! After "accidentally" bought both bags~ I questioned myself "WTF I BUY 2 BAGS!!??" = =|||
After I got what I want, walked back to Sg Wang again and met a annoying guy who wasted my time on talking rubbish saying that I've won something! BASTARD YOU....MAKE A MOVE AWAY FROM MY WAY LA!! Walked back to Sg Wang, bought a new shade since the old one broken =( Cost me again rm25!

Total I spent for that day!
Bags - 56rm
Parking - 6rm
Shade - 25rm
Soy Bean - 1.50rm (my lunch = =||| )
Wrapping Paper - 1.50rm

HOLY SHYT!!! I'VE SPEND 90 BUCKS!!!

An undecided person would buy things more than 1 is a..

FAILURE!!

Is Faithful

是缘？
是巧合？

说不上的话语
一种 感觉
我
比任何人 跟你
来得投缘

喜欢你 呵护
喜欢你 给我借双耳朵
喜欢你 哈拉

数不清的喜欢

第一眼
认定了 你！
一辈子的 “损友”

感觉
给予的力量
老天的 安排
让我们相遇

当兵的日子
有你陪伴
毕业后 各自寻找梦想
联络 少了

第一次的巧合
Taylor's hall 的门口
打开那扇门
你出现在我眼前

第二次的巧合
Aeon Bukit Tinggi
对！ 就在上escalator的当下
Padini的店前
你就站在我面前了

想要真正的聚会
计划好了
但
我却放飞机了
想要遇见难
巧合遇见却容易

再来
那天
通话直到午夜3点
无话不谈
从爱情，朋友，工作，修学
女生
当然 化妆不能少
跟你聊天 觉得是种释放
内心已久的话 都可以说出来了

短暂的一夜
老天 再次让我们 相遇
第三次的巧合
在这么大的Sunway Pyramid里
你
突然 的拥抱
让我 感动了
眼泪在心里打滚着

怀念过去
时间
也许 容许
我们 再次见面

我
期待着
与你相遇的一天 - 明天 | 周末！

14日 - 情人节

2月14日
西方情人节

元宵
东方情人节

3月14日
白色情人节

但
4月14日
黑色情人节
何谓？
黑色 感觉 阴沉，恶魔
哪来 甜蜜，幸福感呢？

解答：其实黑色情人节是为单身贵族准备的！（土生土长的韩国节日）

难道接下来的每个14日都是情人节吗？

一年里的12个情人节　　

1月14日 Diary Day 日记情人节

2月14日 Valentine’s Day 传统情人节

3月14日 White Day 白色情人节

4月14日 Black Day 黑色情人节

5月14日 Yellow &Rose Day 玫瑰情人节

6月14日 Kiss Day 亲亲情人节

7月14日 Silver Day 银色情人节

8月14日 Green Day 绿色情人节

9月14日 Music &Photo Day 相片情人节

10月14日 Wine Day 葡萄酒情人节

11月14日 Orange & Movie Day 电影情人节

12月14日 Hug Day 拥抱情人节


每个都有各自特别的意义存在

但
属于两人的情人节
不只14日
却
是每天

Friend, is been already 1 year

As titled above, Don, Ariff and I have be friends for a year! Yeaps...a year!
Time is like a flying jet plane...it seems to be just a click an eye, and there goes 1 year! The day we met in orientation, outside the mamak of LCS, together we waited KTM at Seri Setia to get back home! Yea...memories and now no longer KTM will take us home!

Because of Don I met Ariff...because of that we get along as friends =) Don, could say that my mum introduce me to him! hehe...sounds *ahem* but yea~ that's true! I remember the 1st day I saw him was at the 3rd day of orientation...At first, I was thinking like what my mum said how handsome he is, how good he is..blah and blah~~ but after that, handsome!? Nah~~ normal guy with a normal look nia...good? erm...treat him as a brother! Ariff, the guy who Don introduce to me, 1st met at mamak! And there goes the day we 3 started to take KTM back together! hahaha~~

Today, as Ariff told us, is our 1 year friendship! I was like "huh!? are you serious?!"...He even remember that! So, what we did today?

That 2 guys came to fetch me at 12.30pm, then we went to a Japanese restaurant - Ishin(click to view) where located at Old Klang Road =) Ariff has told me this since the week he was still on training! So we planned on today...place is okay where is so near to Mid Valley, enjoy our meal so much, service not bad since there wasnt fullhouse! XD A real fine-dining restaurant! As usual, dishes on table, Don started to comment alot! Kanasai dia! Ariff and I was like staring at him and asked him to comment after finish the meals! Yea, he comments ALOT!!! When our orders are on tables, I realize all of us ordered FISH!! But different types...

Don - salmon
Ariff - cod
me - mackerel!

LOL!!! That's a coincidence or just a random order? =)

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After lunch, Mid Valley is the nearest place for movie! We watched "How To Train Your Dragon" the cartoon! I was quite surprised the guys wanna watch that movie and not Clash of Titans! XD I wanna watch CLASH OF THE TITANS!! Anyhow, nice movie!

Love that cute Toothless dragon!

6pm, back home! We'll meet again on Monday guys!!

A nice day to hang out with you guys! None of any my college mates called up for outing after my training besides you guys! Yea..my tears were trying to fall but nah~ not gonna be that touch anyway! haha~~

Im greedy!!

Yes! Im greedy!! Sometimes.

DSLR
Laptop/Netbook


What's next? Anymore gadget which I wish for? Those are expensive stuffs! More than 1000+ bucks!! Sometimes I just wish to get it but is the matter of time

LET'S START TO SAVE MONEY!!! $$$$$$

Weirdess dream & random talks

Yes, bloogie! You have a new clothe which just change yesterday =)
Nice huh!? I just ♥ something simple yet clean
New bloggie with new look, what's for me? What's new for me? I just wish to go round the shopping mall to look for stuffs I want! ARGHH!!
Im just being too bored at home - 24hours with the computer on, clicking and surfing for nothing, Im just going too easy! Yea, regret that I didnt went looking for part-time jobs =(

Blog no longer update day by day cuz life is like boring from day till night =( Just right after the training, my holidays - nothing interesting, nothing fun! What's with me? Computer - dramas, songs, FB, Plurks, spamming = =||| Lifeless
Even a DSLR in the wishlist is a hard to get item...haihs!! Just wait. I just wish that time could fly even faster to the day of my class starts. How great to meet up with friends! Owh yea..about friends! My girlfriends - Suhui, Mei Mei & Elynn, gonna meet up with them on this coming Saturday! =D How great we get to meet up again...is been a long time we've planned to meet up but due to the busy-ness of studies and working~ Yea! End up nothing! But this time...hell ya!! We gonna meet up together!! Miss the girls!!

Something interesting? Yeaps! Get it. 3 days ago...my dream really weird! Seriously, weird! The weirdess dream I ever had in my 19 life time!
The 1st dream was on the Monday morning (so-called morning actually was late night) XD
I have no idea how could my imagination or so whatever it called came out such a quite uncomfortable scene! I dont know izit am I too superstition or whatever, maybe just for this!
Remember the day dear asked me whether could I kiss a girl with the tongue-kissing type...I said "MAYBE!" Here came across my dream! Yes, with no doubt I kissed a girl(whom a friend of mine, no name mentioned) with that "cara" la! =\ I have strictly no idea how could this just came across my dream! = =||| In that moment(dream), both of us were quite enjoying(to say so) but aint lesbo!!!!! Okay...I really got frighten when I woke up. Everything was so clear in my mind, it seemed to be just happened in a minute and disappeared! Dont ask me how does it feel, taste of tongue blah and blah, ENOUGH! hmm...anyway~ NO MORE!!! >.< Dream, something that couldn't be control and yet scary! The wedding, did not have a happy ending! And, frightened me once again! The moment I woke up I was thinking how could this kind of weird dream come across again!
The dream as I mentioned wedding...normal western-style wedding! But the groom, at least handsome also never mind! He was an Indian guy!! >.< Dream isnt a thing that we could control! I really going insane with these 2 freaking weird dream!! = =|||

So what's next? Nothing much anymore =(
Owh! Movies!! Neither training period nor after the training, I have no longer step into cinema anymore!! So many movies are on screen but none of any I've watched! Arghhh~~~ Think back, when was my last for movie? Avatar?? Maybe~ haihs!! =( Sad!!
Clash of the titans...awaiting! Beauty on duty? hah! another comedy! XD
One more! Just another Pandora's box! I freaking wanna watch but is almost gonna end in cinema! =( Comedy again ^^
hmm...recently seems to be not many movies already...haihs! =(

I think nothing to talk about anymore...continue my HK drama 秋香怒点唐伯虎 before I start to get bored!

耐心的读 · 用心的了解

今天在FB 看到了一篇文章 故事蛮有意思
有时觉得女孩还蛮傻里傻气的 傻于被爱情蒙蔽
男生，别说20岁了 性欲强 就单凭这句话 每个女生都可以被伤害吗？
我偶尔会想 到底性与爱 是一回事 还是 两回啊？ 两人相爱 性就一定存在吗？*别说结了婚*
男生就可以为所欲为吗？
爱不是占有！而是想怎么去保护她，不让她受一点的伤害

请耐心的读 ； 用心的了解

[转载 FB - 不能为她穿上 ‘嫁衣’ 请别脱她的 ‘内衣’..]

“拥抱 睡觉 不做爱 那么这个男人是真的爱她...”
偶尔和朋友闲谈，谈到爱 谈到性，
他说他在网上看到这样一句话，“拥抱 睡觉 不做爱”。
我说 “如果是你，你能做到吗？”， 他说 “ 能”，
我，笑怎么能，真的能吗？
如果能，他就不会和别人刚恋爱就上床，刚上床就分手了，

呵 呵。。。

他告诉我世界上没有爱情，爱只不过是对依恋和习惯的一种修饰 因为寂寞才恋爱 ！
不聊了，话题结束，有些事是不适宜深聊下去的 。
回到家，却还一直想着这句话，
我问妈妈“一个人在一切条件都具备的情况下，
可能和自己心爱的人‘拥抱 睡觉 不做爱吗？’
”妈说:"能"，我问:"有可能控制得住吗，那他还算男人 吗?!"
时间突然停滞了几秒,妈妈转过头和我说 "...那才是真男人..."

想到了一篇文章 。。。
和最爱的人在一起一定要做的十件事 ！
其中有一条就是 : 抱着她睡觉,但什么也不做！
什么是真爱?

爱不是性 不是欲 不是占有
如果你真的爱她,你想的不是怎么去占有她的身体,
而是会很小心翼翼的保护她,不让她受一点伤害,
哪怕是自己可能给的,也不可以！

只有出于真爱，你才能真正的设身处地的为她着想。
你才会在做每件事情前考虑到这么做会给她带来什么后果,
而不是简单的想着快感,想着占有,想着满足。

读了一篇散文，觉得有一段写的特别美 ：
"还记得那年暑假的一个晚上,我们坐在小镇河边的公园里

,
傻傻的聊到凌晨3点,现在想起来心里总觉得那时侯特别美好,
在那棵桃树下，雨淅沥沥的下着,我们牵着手,我的手心里全是 汗水,
但我舍不得放开,我想就这样一直牵下去,雨水淋湿了你的衬 衫,
不经意间我隐约看见你湿透的胸口在夜色中象树上含苞欲放的桃 花一样,
那时候我真想抱紧你,深深的吻着你,但是我没敢,是我没有勇 气,
但我并没有后悔,因为那些美好的情节,
那段朦胧的初恋将永远永远地印在我的心上" ... ...

看到这里你的心中是否也有涌起一丝丝悸动?
是否也想到了一些事? 是否也想起了某个人? 我相信真爱,但我只相信一次 ！
任何人都是这样,心底总有一个永远也忘不了的她,那些清涩的 故事,那些傻傻的举动 。 。 。
一旦那份至珍的感情结束了,人就变了,变的无所谓了,
变的世俗了,变的圆滑了,变的不再相信什么狗屁爱情了,
你还会像对待初恋女友那样,小心翼翼的保护着她的第一次吗?!

一次次的控制着自己挑战自己的自制力吗?
不会的,有那个必要吗? 甩了钱,一夜情有的是,做爱其实是件很廉价的事情,
如果你把它的实质只当一种情感的发泄,那它比你给的价钱更廉 价,一分钱都不值 ！
如果你不爱她,大可不用考虑那么多,拍拍屁股走人呗,管她那 么多,
愿意负责任,我负,不愿意负,我走人 .没有处男膜吧,呵呵。。反正我不损失什么。
女人就是衣服,随便换,天凉快的时候,我都可以不穿,有了钱 有了权还怕没女人吗？
如果一个男人这样想了,是的,也许他可以拥有一切,但是---- 却永远无法拥有真爱了 ！
和每个人一样,也一定有一个女人住在他内心最深处,
只不过却也只能住在他自己的回忆中了,坐在一堆钱上的回忆中 了 ... ...

真爱来的不容易
我们还年轻有些事情不是我们该享受的,我们也承担不起请珍 惜,爱护身边的她
我们还年轻,学生时代的爱情相对于物欲横流的复杂社会是最真 最纯的了，
如果你真的拥有了一份真爱，爱是寂寞撒的慌 。
当你们相爱时，一定慢一点上床，别以为脱了裤子就是爱！
如果这样都是爱，那么扣上皮带也就该拜拜。
做爱容易说爱难~！ 每个人都有初恋，初恋结婚成功率仅为千分之三！

当下大多男人会在婚前有过性行为，然而和你发生关系的女孩子 成为你的新娘了吗？
没有？！冲动的惩罚更多的来自于女孩子，怀孕、流产、痛苦、 伤心......
当你拥着心爱的女孩子的时候，你有没有想过，当有一天你离开 她的时候，
你还能坦然的告诉自己，我曾经是爱她的，她是完整的。我给了 她完整的爱？！
当你拥着初恋心爱的女孩儿的时候，望着眼前美丽的胴体，你有 没有想过，
当有一天你结婚的时候，你心爱的女孩子告诉你，曾经她有过... ...
你会坦然的面对她，告诉她，没关系，你依然是我今生最美的新 娘？！

而当你想起曾经的你的她的时候，你是那么爱她，而你没能给她 穿上嫁衣，
你却得到了女孩儿最珍贵的东西，你能没有一丝愧疚吗？
如果你真心爱着她，请不要轻易解开你心爱女孩儿的衣服，
如果你真心爱着她，请不要轻易忘了你曾经的承诺！
如果你真心爱着她，请给她安全的臂弯，给她依靠！
如果你真心爱着她，请善待你们的每一天，让她幸福，让你们开 心。

如果有一天，你将独自迎来日出和日落；
如果有一天，你的视线里再也找不到曾经的她的影子。
你却依然可以在你的天空里祝福远方的她过得幸福！
因为，你给了她完整的爱！！！！！

有句话：如果你不能给她穿上嫁衣，请停下脱她衣服的手 ...